im sleepy
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: no music...i turned off the volume,haha
just wanna paste these pics of my friends.. love each and everyone of them!

All Of This [Blink 182]
Now Playing: All Of This [Blink 182]
Topic: Lyrics
With all of this I know now
Everything inside of my head
It all just goes to show how
Nothing I know changes me at all
Again I wait for this to change instead
To tear the world in two
Another night with her
But I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

With all of this I feel now
Everything inside of my heart
It all just seems to be how
Nothing I feel pulls at me at all
Again I wait for this to pull apart
To break my time in two
Another night with her
But I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

She's all I need
She's all I dream
She's all I'm always wanting
She's all I need
She's all I dream
She's all I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you

Use me Holly come on and use me
We know where we go
Use me Holly come on and use me
We go where we know

She's all I need
She's all I dream
She's all I'm always wanting
She's all I need
She's all I dream
She's all
I'm always wanting you
Yeah I'm always wanting you
I'm always wanting you


Oh again I wait for this
too fill the hole
too shake the sky in two

Another night with her
Always wanting you
Another night with her
but Always wanting you

Girl
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Down[Blink 182]
she's here.she's here with her baby. ouh,my cutie niece! she's so adorable. her name is Izyan Nabilah. we went out to One Utama just now. i bought Girl a necklace. i am so happy that i have the opportunity to meet my cousin once again. although at some point i felt a little bit strange to be next to her and her baby. Boboy send us there and Kak Ina and her friend accompany us at O.U. i smsed nasha telling her that i'm so happy. nasha is happy for me too. when Girl's at my house in the living room,i was sleeping. when my sis wake me up, i immediately wake up and i went to Girl and hug her!

once i get back home i lay on my bed and i think..i think like for a very long time.then i reached my handphone and i smsed him.i thought that he will not replied.but he did.and i was happy but at the same time i felt sad and down too.i want to be next to him.i want to be with him.but i guess it will never happened.

5 Sc Bakti
Mood:  a-ok
i love my friends so much.i'm truly blessed.who would actually "layan" my craziness..who would actually accept my weaknesses..and who would actually play with my shoe lace?? hahaha! i love all of my classmates..they are all so nice, funny, adorable, cute, pretty,and most importantly, they all has beautiful heart and soul...i love each and everyone of you in 5 Sc. Bakti[2004/2005]!!

my routine on saturday morning
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Like I Love You [Justin Timberlake]
Saturday.i woke up late today.because i cried before i slept.something happened.i think i cared so much for someone.nvm.anyway,my parents are not at home today morning.my dad went to his futsal game and my mom were with my grandma at hospital tawakal,kl.my grandma just went there to have a normal check ups.shafiqah was doing her homework while watching the TV.i called safia to ask for her help to fetch me to tuition.we have physics tuition every Saturday at 12.then i called nasha..so long never chit-chatting with her =) so,yeah,something happened in her house,so she cant go out.then suddenly while we were talking,guess who came back home? my dad! aiyo..i had to call safia back to cancel the fetch-thingy.i came late for physics and my friends didn't reserved any sits for me.i had to sit in the front row.it wasn't that bad.i'm not mad at you guys,seriously i'm not.i understand.then at 1.10pm my dad came to pick me up at the kasturi tuition center and we went to the dobi which is near the syed's and the shamsuden's shop.i bumped to cikgu winnie!! she's my music teacher when i was in secondary school..she was with her son.4 or 5 years old i think.i like her so much.she remembered me! she asked about me,my family and even asked me about boyfriend! hehe! too bad,that boyfriend part,because i don't have any.for the time being.hehe!not that i wanted one though.hehe!but i know i will have one day..then at home i watched this really complicated movie with my mom,dad and shafiqah.then shima brought her room-mate to our house,we call her Nana,like me! she's very small and pretty and short and nice and quite and very white,hehe! but she seems very friendly.i like her. thats all for now,i have to get ready to go to my cousins birthday party...my parents again are not at home,they went to my dad's company dinner night-thingy.mak not,my auntie,is fetching all of us to my cousin's house.so,yeah,tata!

happy 17th birthday nasha syg!
Mood:  happy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NASHA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! i love ya nasha!

i'm just crapping all the way
Mood:  down
Now Playing: She Will Be Loved[Maroon 5]
i'm worrying about SPM.i know,i'm not supposed to be online right now. i think too much until i can't even read and study. i just finished talking to aisyah.we were talking about the prom night.then suddenly she mentioned about the SPM trials that will be held on the 1st of September.she said she felt tension and she cant concentrate in class.i told her that i'm under stressed too.she agrees with me and she said i looked pale in school. i have to admit that i've been sick lately. in just 2 months,i've been sick for about twice.my private doctor has changed my vitamins from multi-vitamin to this zinc-vitamin..i just recovered from my fever,sour throat and flu..there's too much happening lately.i don't even know whether i can handle all this..i've always been sick.three weeks ago,my dad scolded me for being sick.he shouted at me.he blamed me for being sick.he almost slap my face.but my mom protected me..i cried..i cried so many times that night..i wished there's someone out there that could just take me away that night.i don't want to be sick.and i didn't pray to Allah to be sick.i wished he's still here with me,it will be lot more easier for me to face all this.

My first blog entry
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: The Fallen Interlude & Go [Blink 182]
Topic: The new beginning
This is my first time writing a blog journal... I used to have this so-called-online-diary. But I end up with only writing about myself, like a biography, that's all. But this time around I'm feeling a little bit different. I'm excited actually. I'm going to write about all the stuff that I've done and all of the stuff that I've been through... I can't promised that I'll consistently writing about every little single thing about me but I'll try my best. I'm just doing this for fun and I hope after 5 or 6 years later, all of the memories, the one that I will soon write in this blog journal will become the most treasured thing that closed to my heart.